ok well i had a change of plans! i seen josh today and i never ended up cussing him out actually we hung out all day and we were together almost all of the time! And there is this other girl samantha who likes him but she even said she doesnt think he likes her she thinks he likes me cuz he used to talk to both of us and now he only talks to me and hangs out w/me and barely does anything w/her! And we both know he doesnt like her cuz today he told her to stay away from him and not to tuch him!!! i was like am i allowed to come near and he was like yea go ahead! well anyways i ended up getting his # and at the end of the day we hugged! HE SMELLS REALLY GOOD!!!

geez i am not doing good on this comp. today i am just making all the mistakes i can possibly make !!! i spelled oops-opps sry bout that again!

 awww man i g2g so i dont have time to color code this 1--tear tear--that makes me sad 

ok well there is this kid named josh and i like him and i think he has a crush on me but anyways i was waiting to see him at my city fireworks but when i seen him it wasnt what i thought it was going to be! he was acting so f-ed up just because he was with his friend! if you like a guy and a guy likes you they need to treat you the same whether they are with their friends or just with you!!!!! dont you think???? i thought i was going to see him today but he spent the nite at his friends house i guess i will have to cuss him out tommorow!!!! lmao

ok well there is this kid named josh and i like him and i think he has a crush on me but anyways i was waiting to see him at my city fireworks but when i seen him it wasnt what i thought it was going to be! he was acting so f-ed up just because he was with his friend! if you like a guy and a guy likes you they need to treat you the same whether they are with their friends or just with you!!!!! dont you think???? i thought i was going to see him today but he spent the nite at his friends house i guess i will have to cuss him out tommorow!!!! lmao

how do you know when you can trust the people that you think are your friends? well im 13 and i have a friend who is 13 to. but as my mom had told me many times when you are 13 you are not mature enough to have a boyfriend and until now i have never believed her! well i have this friend who had recently started going out with this guy and ever since then she had been pushing me to the side and she always makes up lies and i catch her in them but she deides to lie about that lie! we still want to be good friends but unfortunaltly it isnt going to work out unless she st eps up to the plate and learns how to treat me as a friend!